tonight i sat in the park. illegally.
tonight i went to the stadium. illegally.
at the stadium i stood on the field and looked at every inch of grass and and cold metal bleacher and remembered exactly where the podium went. and where the guard used to leave their flag bags. and where the floor went. and where i went. everywhere. where my memories lay just below the surface of what everyone else that looks at that field sees. i felt infinite. i had no end. no physical boundaries. i was infinite.
i made the right decision. i know it will be hard. it already has been. but it was right.
for the first time in a few days i feel ok again.
i hope it lasts.
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aw.
i could see me doing that.
thanks, lindsey.
aside from the creepy stalkerishness of that comment, lol.
=]
<3
so i just now read this.
because i didnt know about this whole blogspot junk.. but its cool.. i think i might start one..
and i love you.
a lot.
and i know i'm going to miss you and spencer more than anything in the world, but i think you were right as well. and ill see you when you need me there, and ill tell you when i need you to be there as well.
and i'm sure you understand because you're still a heck of a lot smarter than me with the whole words thing, even if i'm incredibly vague.
um hi.
so how do you get the little people on the side of your blog?
thanks.
im still trying to figure out how this works..
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