your love is extravagant

so i had a fantastic night last night. fantastic.
it got me thinking...
a lot of the night was about honesty which i think is a crazy thing because it's so hard sometimes. like why is it just natural and easier to lie about some stuff? even to people you know will love you either way. even to yourself. like if you argue that it's for fear of rejection well ok then why is sometimes hard to admit things even to yourself? riddle me that...
your love is extravagant....
i mean if you think about that i think it's probably guilt or shame for whatever it was ya know that makes it hard to admit to yourself. so keep that in mind when you consider that god sees everything and knows what's going on and he loves you past all that crap and it's hard to get stuff out and admit it to him even though as soon as you ask him for forgiveness he just casts it away and is like i don't even know what you're talking about. all i see is my daughter.
so why's it so hard?
honesty.