you sing to my soul oh you break me oh you break me.

oooooooooooooooooooooo.
oh.
what a weekend.
and it's not over.
i'm smiling.

oddly enough i guess for one reason it's just that i'm not strong enough not to smile about it but that's wierd and complicated and smiling is this strange newness for me lately so i'm just gonna ignore that (however foolish it may be) and enjoy this springyness. oh.

so on to less cryptic matters.
we had a competition on saturday and all three groups got first place. so yay! i love performing. i can't say i love guard girls to death but the bus rides were fabulous. we made noise and tried not to laugh during the five minutes of silence that we enforce like it were the law during band season. and we screamed. and we danced like black people. and we squirted squeezy cheese on people. and we made lots of noise and then swore we'd just woken up. and courtney gave me alleve against her own judgement thinking i would die after taking four. haha. i swear those percussion kids are my salvation! especially since mr pace isn't there to play history trivia flashcards with us when we really just want to go to sleep but we'll give him that luxury because he's just as out of place as we were. more so. ok well maybe not because half the time i didn't even have my spencer with me so it was just like us. against the world. or at least the colorguard. same thing i guess.

it's all the same i suppose.

all in all,
i'm refreshed.
even if it is against my own best judgement.
it worked for courtney.
so there's hope.