maybe things will get better or change with the weather

i think topsy-turvy is the word i'm looking for.
just that everything you do something changes and you sorta get used to but then you step back and you realize that you don't remember which way is up.
it feels more and more like summer with every second. and i guess because we are creatures of habit, i have fallen back into that stupid spring-time almost no more school trap. and i hate it. or maybe i just wish i hated it. and honestly i'm pretty confident that the latter hold more merit. so for the moment i'm embracing it and listening to sequoyah prep school. i can be quite the masochist now can't i...

i have to go to work in three hours. and i have to take a stupid test on the stupid menu. maybe i'll just fail. it's a thought. but i couldn't let myself. i'm such a sucker sometimes.

lately i have found that with both feet on the ground i'm still losing my mind at least one day at a time.
(one day at a time - sequoyah prep school)