and through your uneven footsteps you found tolerence

i just had a really fabulous discussion with my best friend.
that made me really happy because even though we see each other all the time and talk all the time that hasn't happened in quite some time. i know we always miss it when it isn't happening but it's no one's fault. we appreciate it more. and we have more to say. it's just good.
we sat outside and listened to music and just talked.
all those little things that've been on our minds and we've wanted to say but it hasn't been the time or place to say all come out. the things that are hard to share or whatever. it's all just out.
it makes me feel healthy.
like just maybe i'm gonna make it out alive.
and that's reassuring.
because lately i've been questioning that. i needed this.

i got my license today.
:D

i'm gonna be ok.
we all are.