today was one of those days that's not good for me.
i get distracted.
it's almost like i can't keep up with my own life if i'm not doing about four things in each single moment. and today i just acted like a normal person for the most part. i just kinda floated through my day and functioned. that's just not a good idea.
but we rehearsed afterschool until we had to go to that ridiculous meeting. ew. but we worked individuals and stuff until five when we started working club stuff for tomorrow night. and individual stuff was not productive at all. i did a little choreographing with the group techno salsa thing that we're doing and tina helped and alex and lakis didn't get a lot done and lakis and steadman did some stuff with their individual dance. it's wierd. it's this brazillian fight dance thing. kinda strange but it's what they're good at so as long as it's latin...well let them eat cake. and apparently romero said that our reggaeton is too hip hop and not reggaeton at all and that he can't tell that our cumbia is a cumbia. i want to scream. the first allegation is true. the second makes me want to absolutely die of barfness. seriously. i'm not sure exactly what he's expecting but we're completely doing his job for him as far as latin dance goes so i don't see where he has the place. ew. so anyway. then we worked club stuff and it was rough. barna and tina didn't even get to salsa so that's just gonna be with two couples and the samba will have three but it's pretty much better off with two because it really doesn't look good. and i'm a terrible teacher so it was kinda frustrating. maybe it'll sink in by tomorrow night. maybe.
and alejo has the tonselitis. ew.
i think that really sucks for him.
but it's ten thirty and i haven't touched my dbq since that dumb meeting where i sat in gum. punks.
so it wasn't a good day for me. in the grand scheme of things.
but occasionally i live in this one little part of the scheme. and those days are good. they remind me that the scheme has purpose but it is so much less than what i'm living right now. it makes it very tempting to do it again tomorrow.
but i just don't have the strength to let myself be that free. i am slave to the scheme.
everyone go listen to some imogen heap.
your day will improve drastically.
even if there isn't a lot of it left.
from somewhere deep inside me i have love.
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