what a day to be alive

...
What a day to realize I'm not dead
What a day to save a dime
What a day to die trying

What a way to say good bye
What a wonderful life now
What a way to use your mind
What a day to say good night

"Bring on the evening hours," I cry
"Bring on the evidence of my life" (My life)

What a day to give a damn
What a day for "Gone with the Wind"
And what a day to start again
What a day to give up dry gin

"Bring on the evening hours," I cry
"Bring on the evidence of my life"
"Bring on the evening hours," I cry
"Bring on the evidence of my life"

Let it go
Let it go from here, I don't know
Let it go
Let it go from here, I don't know
Don't know

What a day to visit Seattle
What a day for San Francisco
What a day, holy Toldeo
What a day to get in the air and go
What a day to give up smoking
What a day to absorb
What a day to welcome a baby
And to begin breathing
(To begin breathing)


indeed, what a day to be alive.
what a great day.
i got to spend time with my best friend and we got to be each other again and it felt like summer and it all felt perfect and we took pictures and by we i mean she took pictures and i modeled but they came out amazing and looked so fierce! and just...
what a day to be alive!

and through your uneven footsteps you found tolerence

i just had a really fabulous discussion with my best friend.
that made me really happy because even though we see each other all the time and talk all the time that hasn't happened in quite some time. i know we always miss it when it isn't happening but it's no one's fault. we appreciate it more. and we have more to say. it's just good.
we sat outside and listened to music and just talked.
all those little things that've been on our minds and we've wanted to say but it hasn't been the time or place to say all come out. the things that are hard to share or whatever. it's all just out.
it makes me feel healthy.
like just maybe i'm gonna make it out alive.
and that's reassuring.
because lately i've been questioning that. i needed this.

i got my license today.
:D

i'm gonna be ok.
we all are.

i want a girl with shoes that cut and eyes that burn like cigarettes

do you ever just feel invincible?

i climb, i slip, i fall

what is happening. you know i can't do this without you. stop pushing me away. i need you. just stop. leave things where they are. let's just all be friends because i can't take it anymore. you're as bad as her. i miss you. i miss us. and talk to me. how many times have we gotten in fights because i didn't tell you something. so just talk to me. i want you to be happy. i don't want to hold you back from a single thing. because you're gorgeous and you're amazing and you're talented. because you deserve it.
stop forgetting about me.
remember me.
remember that pile of dirt in my backyard.
it's still there.
and i still love you.
love me.